so tiring rotting at home sch goin to start soon!!! sigh... will be very busy.. :(

feeling much better after typing it out... previously i wrote in a book cause i was in the army... now luckily there is this blog for me to whine.. haha..

sian everyday work until damn late... make me very moody and losing patience and make a lot of ppl angry... sian... dunno why... hope my mood will be better...

sian u mia... 12th july lasik... omg.. excited scared...

sain leh tired... should i go for lasik.. should i not... so confused

yesterday night was a crazy night.. very long nv step into zouk already... well its quite fun... expect for a little bit of spoiler here and there.. inside the dance floor was like a pool with filled with sharks and fishes.. well i admit we were one of the hugnry sharks out there trying to fish... But seeing all the sharks attacking the fishes i suddenly feel that its too cruel. thus decided to swim around one corner with my group and leave the fishes alone... rather die of hunger den to attack the fishes.. but still we enjoyed ourselves.. one incident happen at zouk is when i saw one of my friend drank 6 lambo and his friends were happily encouraging him. it make me damn piss because as a friend u shouldt be encouraging him to drink so much.. its like playin with his life... i tried to stop him but cant..when i see him drinking the 4th lambo with difficulty i very afraid that he will just collaspe and nv wake up again... anyway after that another incident happen when my friend tried to fight with the bouncer and the bouncer agreed to fight one on one with him.. luckily the fight didt broke up as we tried to pull him away... i was damn irritated.. how could a bouncer agreed to fight with someone who is drunk... what kind of security officer is that.. trying to use viollence to resolve violence huh? in the end i quarreled witht he mannager and the manger sided his colleague...Zzz

Stupid snow cap.. irritate the shit out of me...

Looking back may be hurting... Looking forward may seems scary. But when you are in doubt look beside u.. I will always be right there.

Its getting further and further... soon we will become a total stranger... although we still messages each other everyday.. i wonder how long it will last.. sigh... i dun wan this to happen but... it will...i suppose.. nvm... u leave me with wonderful memories... that would be enough :) I rmb when i told u that u look like an art student that is when u reminds me of her. I rmb when we go see doctor tgt.. i misses the time when u stand by the side of me at the atm. i misses the private time that we had when we walk to the toilet.. I misses the little shopping time that we had.. and the little dinner we had tgt... I miss you.. :)

tried bored angry sAD...

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very very tired... hahah work agian sian... TRIED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i am sad :(

very very angry today... ARGH!!! anger makes me tired :(

wah 2 days of off day ended so fast.. rotting at home... nvm save money haha... hopefully ltr get to go out :)

i am sick... keep sneezing and sneezing non stop... someone must be thinking of me real hard..

It was a long and peaceful morning.. customer service centre was so quiet that i can even hear a pin drop. wonder if it will be like that throughtout the day.. Enjoying every moments now... listening to mtv... Please dun come and disturb me... my heart was saying the impossible... Here come a customer with box

Sian u like very irritated with me today... :( sian... another boring day passed. Feel like goin drinking and have fun sia... I miss those days..

Damn siok.. finally played basketball on a sunday after like so many mths... Think my stamina dropped a lot after so many months of working :( should start to excerise more...

Why does ppl always remember the negative things that u have done but not the positive things that u have done..